Thursday, January 5, 2012
looking for a better day
I feel a bit better this morning. I had weird dreams. not like the night prior. those were bad dreams. well, dreams of the day she died. one of the reasons i has such a rough day yesterday. i cried a lot. i thought of her a lot. its ok. i also got a lot of stuff done yesterday around the house and put other projects in motion. kezia was worried about me, but i was just trying to keep busy and focused. she is awesome and i worry about her too. right now we are just trying to do things to keep from getting board. today will be a better day i hope. just taking it one bit at a time right now. more later.