Friday, January 6, 2012
dreams and reality
I had an incredibly emotional dream last night. I was holding Saoirse and she was healthy and had some hair. I asked her if she wanted to put her head on daddy's shoulder and she did. it felt so good. I felt comforted. My dad was there and holding a new born baby. Kezia was there, I could here her talking and laughing in another part of the room. I just keep feeling her warm hug as she put her head on my shoulder. Then i saw Kezia and she smiled and then I saw the newborn again, my dad still holding. Then I started crying. then Kezia woke me up to remind me the furnace is being cleaned at 830. Reality set in quick. I felt good though. the dream was still very vivid in my mind. real like. still is actually. I think i am going to write a letter to her today.