her little body was so swollen. her feet, legs hips. when i asked her where it hurts, she pointed and grabbed at the lower right side of her body by her kidneys. she couldn't pee anymore. her pee was so saturated with salt and bi products from meds and liver breakdown from the radiation. she was so thirsty. her tears turned to salt instantly. i know she had way too much salt. i know this was a result of mis communication. her massive salt supplements should have been stopped days before. or managed better. i am blaming myself for not catching this sooner. i caught it the night before she died. her salt levels were hovering around 150ish. i am so angry. radiation doctors were telling us they believe the radiation was working.
deep breath. i was in such agony because i could not make the pain go away. i am still in agony.