Tuesday December 20th, 2011 4:15am.
This is an extremely difficult morning. It has almost been exactly 1 week since Saoirse's passing. All of the images are shooting back to my mind that I have been trying to replace with good ones. I knew this day would come. It's dreaded. But here. I am going to bring my parents to the airport now. It is 4:21 am and I should be back in about 90 minutes. I will miss my parents. Kezia and I went through some of the bags that were with us in the hospital last night. Clothes, medicines, bottles, food, stuffed animals. all Saoirse's. We have not cleaned out the diaper bag yet though. Thats gonna be a tough one. I miss my little girl.