Kezia said it very well last night. It's like Saoirse is following her around. I feel the same way.
I feel like I am stuck on "that day". Actually I am pretty much stuck on that day. It's pretty much all I think about. I try to be happy and I try to have fun but it's difficult. I watched my daughter die. I heard her moan right before. I listened to her heart fight. I listened to the doctors perform CPR. I watched her little head bounce up and down as they performed CPR on her. I made the call to stop. I made the call. I made the call. I am stuck.
I made the call.
I miss my daughter